Ok Seriously...

I just have to share that I have not slept for the last two nights...I don't know if there is a bug going around, but Austin has not slept very well for the last two nights and I think I might be going crazy...lol! But seriously how can you be mad at a face like this? I don't how he does it, but he melts my heart every time. Well, I guess we'll try again tonight...

Hurry Mommy...Grab your suitcase we are going with Daddy...

Sadly, we had to say goodbye today to daddy for another six months:( Even though the first four months have gone by fast, I can't bare to think I have another six months until I see the love of my life again. It's been a roller coaster of emotion today and I will have to say, I truly have a new found appreciation for single moms...I don't know how you all do it, but AMEN to you sister!



As for Austin, it's amazing how a 14 month old knows when daddy is gone. He got up from his nap this afternoon yelling for his daddy. He searched the house top to bottom yelling DADDA....DADDA....DADDA! When he figured out that daddy was not around, he grab the backpack in the living room and started dragging it around. It was the cutest and yet the saddest moment I have seen in awhile.



I just have to say one more thing and is that I have the best husband in the world....I know we all think that of our husbands, but I truly appreciate him and everything he does for us. I know it's hard for him to be away from us, but he truly is a strong man who makes sure his family is taken care of before himself. What a blessing he is to our family and his son...I am truly a lucky lady! Thank you sweetie for all you do! I know you read this, and I just want you to know that I love you to the sky and I am so proud of you. Be safe and I will see you soon....MUAH!

HAPPY NEW YEARS!

I hope you all had a fantastic time ringing in the New Year! We enjoyed a relaxing evening with friends while stuffing ourselves with fondue...mmmm yummy:)

Well I suppose I should share my new years resolutions with you all or more importantly if nothing else, document them for my own personal viewing...Lol! I always talk about my new years resolution, but never write them down to keep myself accountable, so here we go!

New Years Resolutions 2009! (Wow that's weird to write:)

1. I am going to save...save...save! In the next year or so, I hope to move into a bigger house and with a bigger house MUST come new furniture...hehehehe! So this year I am saving up for a new living and dining room suit. I have been amongst the same furniture for seven years and it's about time to change it up a bit...

2. I have thankfully lost the baby weight this last year, but this year 2009 I am getting back into the gym to tone up and get into some really nice designer jeans...I deserve it!

So, there you go simple and yet achievable new year resolutions. I would normally have more resolutions to work on, but I always seem to get distracted. So this year I am going SIMPLE...Wish me luck:))))

As the snow melts...

Well, I thought I would share that the snow is FINALLY melting and life is returning to a normal pace....thank God! Austin and Joel took alittle stroll in the neighborhood and while they were out having fun, I thought I would test out my new Christmas present; my new 85mm 1.8f camera lense...LOVE IT!

P.S. Aren't father and son pictures sooooooooooooo cute!

Prayer for baby Stellan...

My heart goes out this evening to a fellow blogger who I have never met, but feel as if I have known forever. Her name is Jennifer a.k.a. MckMama and is need of prayer for her family. I have followed her blog for the last year while reading her amazing journey while being pregnant with her son Stellan a.k.a MckMuffin. Her son was diagnosed with premature atrial contractions (heart failure) while in the womb at 20 weeks. They had prepared for the worse, but prayed for the best...a miracle! With a diagnoses that would more then likely kill her son, the lord healed him and he was brought into this world a healthy baby boy...Amen! Now, Stellan faces another terrible and scary moment in his tiny life. He is currently in the PICU (Pediatric Intensive Care Unit) and has been diagnosed with RSV (Respiratory Syncytial Virus) very scary! The doctors are doing all they can, so this is where your help comes in. Jennifer and her family are in need of your prayers to help their little guy pull through. Please pray for baby Stellan while he fights yet again for his precious life.



If you would like to follow the updates and progress of baby Stellan, you can see her blog on the sidebar of my blog or by pressing the button above.

Thank you for joining me in prayer for this family!
Your Friend,
Stephanie

Christmas Day...

I know...I know...where have I been? Well, I just got back from spending a wonderful weekend with my husband at Skamania Lodge in Stevenson, WA. It was a wonderful weekend relaxing and spending quality time together. Austin, stayed with my mom and was spoiled from the second we left. So, while I am delayed on posting Christmas day, I can greatly say that I am rested and revived!

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas day...Ours started at 9 a.m. when Austin awoke and progressed to the living room. He had no clue at first what the day was, but by the time we started handing out the presents, he had figured things out...It's my Birthday again...hahahaha:)





Austin was so cute opening his presents. Once he opened one, he wanted to play (with only that toy) not understanding that he had a million more to open and play with as well.





Christmas was a different feeling this year. It was no longer about the presents I got or who was spoiled more. This year it was the excitement of seeing the look on my sons face when he saw and opened all his presents. It was also the feeling of being complete. Having Joel home was the best Christmas present I cold have imagined. I was soooooooo happy that he was able to be here and spend time with his son during the holidays. All in all, it was a great day and it definitely felt like Christmas:)



Oh yeah, I have to say this real quick...Technology is GREAT! Not only do I get to see my husband over the internet everyday with Skype (while he is gone), but my inlaws were able to watch Austin open some of his gifts and participate in the moment...It was great! Technology and where it has come...what a blessing!

Oh Little Child...

Oh Little child so near the tree
The precious view you clearly see

Adorned in white, a glistened sight
A chilling warmth, it’s nearly night

Excitement grows within each eye
A splendid match, so bright yet shy

You make each wish, each secret part
A ray with God, so fills your heart

Your wants are small, unselfish child
Not to be wrapped, branded or styled

A world of hope, filled full of peace
A caring call, let love increase

Next year this child so wants to be
Back out to watch, this growing tree

What of our wants as time goes by
Will hope and peace and love climb high


From my family to yours, wishing you a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!!

My Christmas Wish List...

(My Christmas wrapping is officially done!)

Now, I know that Christmas is not all about gifts and all, but I could not help but share my Christmas wish list with you all. Cross your fingers lol...

We all know that my newest love is my new digital dslr camera that I bought back in October to capture the moments of my family growing before my eyes...well, my list consist of the following:

1) Nikon 50 mm f/1.8D Nikkor AF Lens



2) Nikon SB-600 AF Speedlight Flash



3) Fundamentals of Digital SLR Photography class

Stay tuned...I'll fill you in on Christmas day!

Winter wonderland is not so wonderful anymore...

(Picture was taken by my camera phone)

It's now day five and I am now officially sick of the snow...It's been way too long since I have been able to drive and not be terrified at the way other people are driving. I occassionally get alittle nervous when I see people driving like maniacs, but this last week has been overwhelming. Now that the snow has finally stopped (for now keep your fingers crossed) we are currently at an accumulation of eighteen inches...can you believe that! The last time my town here in Western Washington saw this much snow was back in 1972. If that doesn't hit you, it's been 36 years since we have had snow like this. Now, if you think the poeple in the video below look crazy, you should have seen me driving to the airport to pick up my husband who by the way is home for the holidays....YEAH!!! What normally took 45 minutes to drive took me well over two hours and approximatly 35-45mph to get there on a major interstate...it was CRAZY! I nearly thought I was going to die when I could no longer see the lines on the interstate anymore. The only thing that kept me going was seeing my husband come home after flying for what seemed like three days straight. Now that we are safe and sound, I can look back and laugh at this adventure, but I will assure you it nothing but a pure terror driving there and back!

This is what happens when the West Coast meets snow...

OK, so I know most of you believe me when I say that our town shuts down for just a couple inches of snow (about 12 now to be exact)...for those of you who find it hard to believe, this video is for you. Watch and be amazed at how stupid drivers on the West Coast can be...Simply Hilarious!!

P.S. Make sure to pause the music below (scroll down to the bottom of page) to get the FULL effect...lol!

Sunsets in the winter...

So, Austin and I bravely ventured out today in the snow. We drove around with my camera in hand taking pictures every so often (no I wasn't driving and taking pictures...we parked!). It was so beautiful to see our town dressed in white and everyone on the street or in their cars bundled up. Now see, we don't get this weather very often. Like I mentioned in an earlier post I haven't seen it snow like this since I was a child. In fact, as I was waiting in an ambush to get sleds for my sister and her friend, I had a conversation with a gentleman that too remembers being young and having a snow like this...awww memories! Well, here are the shots from this afternoon...wish you all were here to enjoy it with me!

Winter Wonderland Part 2...

The snow here has finally stopped...thank goodness! I believe the last measurement of snow was an accumulation of 10 inches...AMAZING! It's been beautiful and cozy here, but the cabin fever is starting to set in on day three. I will have to say though that that this morning was beautiful when the sun came out to shine. It was so beautiful you couldn't help but feel all fluttery inside. Austin and I went out in the snow this morning to play in fear that it may be gone soon. He had so much fun laughing and playing with his, truck, mommy, and Heidi.









What an amazing morning we had...It's been so much fun playing out in the snow and making holiday memories...I hope daddy gets here soon to play in snow with us:)

Winter Wonderland...

It's a winter wonderland out here in Washington State. For the last forty-eight hours we have been coated in over four inches of snow and it's beautiful. I haven't seen it snow like this since I was a child and now that I have one of my own it's oh so fun to go out and play in it again. For those of you who live where snow is normal, don't laugh when I say that our town has been shut down for the last two days. No school, work, and barely any stores open. Everyone here stays inside warm and cozy. Our family has certainly enjoyed the cozy and warm. For the last two days my family and I have enjoyed making cookies, playing in the snow and wrapping up in our blankets watching movies.





I never thought I would turn into someone who enjoys baking, but I had a blast making these cookies...Instead of using a chocolate kiss on top of a sugar cookies try using the Hickory Farm melt away mints....YUMMY!



This was Austin's picture last year when it snowed in Virginia...He was so thrilled that mommy dragged him out into the snow for a picture. Can you see it in his face...lol!



This year was different! When Austin woke up the first day it snowed, I swear he stood at the door for atleast thirty minutes trying to figure out what was all over the ground and falling from the sky. When I finally took him outside to play, he at first was yet again not thrilled until he figured out how to move around in it.



Here is our dog Heidi and Austin playing fetch. Ready...Set...BREAK! Already we are grooming him to be the starter back football player!



As an adult, I have somewhat lost the true feeling of Christmas...This year is especially special to me. My husband is on route to be home for the holidays and I can't thank god enough for sending him my way. It's been hard to be on my own, and being a family for Christmas will make the holidays feel as they should. Plus...I have always wanted a white Christmas:) We shall see if this beautiful snow sticks around!! Take care:)))

New Pictures...

I thought I would share with you some of the fun pictures I have taken lately. Below are two of my girlfriends. First, Denise who I have met through MOPS and has been a wonderful friend to me is with her family in front of the capitol building. Let me just say that this is the sweetest family...her children are darling and her and her husband are so cute together. This picture actually turned out to be this year's Christmas picture...so much fun!



Here are also my favorites from their pictures...





This second set of pictures are very special to me. Adrienne who I have grown up with and have been childhood friends with for almost twenty years is having her first baby boy. She was so cute in these pictures, in fact so cute that she almost made me sick how beautiful she looked while being pregnant...wish I had her jeans:) Anyhow, all joking aside, I was so honored that she let me take her maternity pictures. Congratulations Adrienne...I can't wait to meet him:)







I hope you all enjoy the pictures as much as I enjoyed taking them...More to come!
Also, thank you so much Denise and Adrienne for letting me take pictures of your family...I really enjoyed sharing the moment with you.

Always buy the warranty...

So do I need to explain or does the picture say a thousand words? As you can see my most prized and most priciest possession had a great fall. As a new parent a lesson was learned...when you think you have something up and away, you never can be too safe. Here is the short story on what happened to my oh so loved camera...I had just gotten back from taking pictures for my girlfriend and her family. I took my camera out to do some editing and placed it on the table out of the way of curious fingers (so I thought). As I was I editing, I heard from the background SMASH...I quickly looked and there sat my son and my Nikon D90 on the floor. I thought OOOOOH MY...how did this happen there is no way he could have gotten my camera down off from the table...well sure enough HE HAD! I learned two very valuable lessons yesterday, NEVER underestimate the ability of a one year old and ALWAYS buy the warranty on your most prized possession (especially with kids). Now before you go losing your marbles like I almost did, I was very fortunate to have made the right decision on paying for the additional coverage on my camera. Today when I went into KITZ Camera I had absolutely no hassles on getting it turned in and fixed. I was also surprised to experience the generosity of KITZ Camera when they offered to give me a loaner lens until mine return in 6-8 weeks...How cool! Luckily, the camera was ok and that the lens wasn't broken...only the filter protecting the lens was cracked and jammed. So, I ALMOST had a heart attack last night, but was revived today to find that everything was going to be ok...



Now let me tell you a story about when I was a child. My mother to this day still has the remains in a drawer of a crystal bowl that once stylishly decorated the mantel above the fireplace. I am not sure how the bowl came down, but I do remember my sister and I would always play on the fireplace steps back at the old house in the Farm. We would always use it as our "stage" when pretending to be singers or putting on a play for my parents. The last time we were allowed on the fireplace was the day that my mothers crystal bowl was shattered into pieces after it came tumbling down onto the brick fireplace. We all learn our lessons as mothers and children; mine was last night and soon, there will be a moment like the crystal bowl where Austin will learn to take care and be careful with Mommy's most precious possessions.